Midi Music: Jack and Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas series
All was well and mundane today until I chanced upon something on the web. Reveals alot abt someone I know, someone I looked up upon to. God Dammit!
Well, F***ing hell! Heck Care! Just as ppl can monkey around and be obnoxious AND immature ( which is inversely related to one's age ), I dont need someone to support me or what so ever. Damn! I was so wrong about things, now I gotta kick start my own life and goals with a BANG! Who says girls cant rule!
Whatever I read made me confused about my past perceptions, then I became confused. I wondered if my wait was worthy, but now I will allow the future to decide. I am not going to wait for anyone, anymore. Girls, ladies, women alike, dont have to wait on others, esp. not those of the opposite gender. I have this feeling of fury, confusion and sadness in me that I cant really describe. It's like making a milkshake out of 10 types of weird spices and gulping all of it down in one go, just because it looked so deceptively attractive before.
Then, the cold reality seems to hit me, and my darker side seems to have been unearthed. IF the wait was really that important and meaningful, it should not have been shattered so easily. I guess I was just fooling myself...
Girls have the right to be independent, bitch all they want and kick any ass that obstructs their way. I am just as capable and independent.
Love You 12:10 PM
Name: Cazzie
Gender: Female
Birthday: Dec 1987
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Age: 18
Looks: None
Confidence level: Varies
Mood: Unstable
` Likes.
Books: Harry Potter series
` Hates.
Working Life
Movies: LotR + Hero + etc
Anime: Last Exile + Inuyasha
Anime characters: Inuyasha + Sesshoumaru + Dio + Hao
Style: Gothic Lolita ( not tt I dress like tt though⦠)
Waking up early
Ppl dun respect me
Ppl who dun trust me
My appearance
Picture found by myself and
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No words or posts in this particular blog is meant as insult or discrimination towards anybody or organisation. If you feel that it does, then maybe you have just taken it the wrong way. Sorry for the misunderstanding. I only post midi music without lyrics. If thereâs singing, it would be me.