Midi Music: Jack and Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas series
Was playing the piano just now... kept repeating the funeral music intro......
Took a online test earlier, about myself and the role I play in love relationships... seems that I am a so-called ' wild-rose', being there, but hurts those who chose to pluck it. I guess, loves hurts me more than anything... but even being hurt is beautiful in its own way.....
This day, I can play the funeral tune in the silence of the night... but who will play it for me when I pass away? And if I do die one day... will my loved ones be hurt? If departing will bring sorrow upon them, I rather that I never knew love, never confess love, never fall in love. It's better if I bear all the heartache myself. Watching those I love being happy is the best gift that this cursed life can give me.
Memories fade... I wonder if I will be remembered when I pass away. If they do, who will they remember me as? A friend? A daughter? A kin? A soulmate? An enemy? Maybe... being forgotten does have it's benefit.... for it will be, eternal. But sometimes... I just dont want to give up and surrender to fate..... This stubborness of mine, hating it, lovin' it....
I am selfish in my own way... I would rather die for the ones I love, ... so that I wouldnt have to go thru the heartache of their deaths....
I am selfish... I look forward too much to those who I love, but sometimes neglected the feelings of those who care about me.....
I am selfish... yes... I am
Love You 2:40 PM
Name: Cazzie
Gender: Female
Birthday: Dec 1987
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Age: 18
Looks: None
Confidence level: Varies
Mood: Unstable
` Likes.
Books: Harry Potter series
` Hates.
Working Life
Movies: LotR + Hero + etc
Anime: Last Exile + Inuyasha
Anime characters: Inuyasha + Sesshoumaru + Dio + Hao
Style: Gothic Lolita ( not tt I dress like tt though⦠)
Waking up early
Ppl dun respect me
Ppl who dun trust me
My appearance
Picture found by myself and
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No words or posts in this particular blog is meant as insult or discrimination towards anybody or organisation. If you feel that it does, then maybe you have just taken it the wrong way. Sorry for the misunderstanding. I only post midi music without lyrics. If thereâs singing, it would be me.