Midi Music: Jack and Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas series
Today was colourful... now it's grey..............
ran 13min45sec for 2.4km this morning....... I used to run at least 20 secs faster......
My internal organs are starting to hurt again.. now, sometimes even my eye-sight and senses are degenerating.....
By chance, I met someone a place where I didnt expect him to be. Fate loves to joke with me, oh it does. I suddenly fel that it would have been better if we hadnt met. Now that I discover a sad truth .. and my high hopes and day dreaming shatters.... maybe..... maybe it was just me all along. Heh... Now I am left with the grinding pain in my body.. but it's ok, I am growing numb to it anyway.
Somehow, I feel tired, but then again, not tired. It's like u wanna give up, but then again u dont wish to give up. Just when u think it's over, it starts again. Then, when u expect it to last, it dies out abruptly. I guess that I think too much. ( as May have said before in sec school ) .... I guess I do.
Maybe it's just me bringing misery upon myself. But... why should I even care. I think that there's not much time left anyway. When I become history, my best pals might relate it as a silly and sad tale. That's if anyone will eventually remember me at all.... No! Dont remember me... I come from nothing-ness and I shall not leave a trace of my shadow behind. It's meant to be that way.
Love You 2:24 PM
Name: Cazzie
Gender: Female
Birthday: Dec 1987
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Age: 18
Looks: None
Confidence level: Varies
Mood: Unstable
` Likes.
Books: Harry Potter series
` Hates.
Working Life
Movies: LotR + Hero + etc
Anime: Last Exile + Inuyasha
Anime characters: Inuyasha + Sesshoumaru + Dio + Hao
Style: Gothic Lolita ( not tt I dress like tt though⦠)
Waking up early
Ppl dun respect me
Ppl who dun trust me
My appearance
Picture found by myself and
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No words or posts in this particular blog is meant as insult or discrimination towards anybody or organisation. If you feel that it does, then maybe you have just taken it the wrong way. Sorry for the misunderstanding. I only post midi music without lyrics. If thereâs singing, it would be me.