Midi Music: Jack and Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas series
Someday... one day... I knew my world would be turned upside down. It was like a disaster that I was expecting to happen, for it had happened before and now it happens again.
At first thought, I thought that I had fallen into shadows. But then, I slowly realised that all along, the realm of shadows and darkness is where I have found peace and ease all along. And now, I am at ease.
Please, do not mistaken, that darkness is necessarily despair, sadness or depression. It is my little way, of finding reassurance in being alone sometimes, my way of letting thoughts fly, my way of finding a different sort of peaceful, gentle, relaxing joy.
Maybe, it is because as much as I am okay with the light on my skin, I trust the night and have no fear in my heart.
My thought is... without the background of the night, one can never see the warmth of the brightest star, at least, not with the naked eye. Everything is so quite in darkness... at last, I can truly hear the stories of the music, the whispers in the wind, the voice of my heart.
I would like to emphasize that this is not an angst post, it's just my point of view. Everything is beautiful, they are just more so at night... maybe, it's only when you find it after a search in darkness, that you can really treasure and appreciate it.
I shall follow my heart, even if others fear or despise the darkness within, for I know know, that my heart, is always... maybe unwillingly... but .. kind.
Thank you for everything, my friends.
( May, I heard that Thailand is experiencing monsoon storms and floods, I hope tt u are safe and well, and that ur trip to Bangkok is not ruined/ Li yan, it's been a while since I heard from you, how are you doing now? we should meet up sometime.../ Linah, any new plans for the holidays ahead? / Kenneth, all the best for your NS, and I still cant accept the bloody fact that u QUIT maple... lol/ Brandon, one of my greatest pals, gd luck for ur training in NS, rmb that u shall overcome all obstacles, bless u)
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Name: Cazzie
Gender: Female
Birthday: Dec 1987
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Age: 18
Looks: None
Confidence level: Varies
Mood: Unstable
` Likes.
Books: Harry Potter series
` Hates.
Working Life
Movies: LotR + Hero + etc
Anime: Last Exile + Inuyasha
Anime characters: Inuyasha + Sesshoumaru + Dio + Hao
Style: Gothic Lolita ( not tt I dress like tt though⦠)
Waking up early
Ppl dun respect me
Ppl who dun trust me
My appearance
Picture found by myself and
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No words or posts in this particular blog is meant as insult or discrimination towards anybody or organisation. If you feel that it does, then maybe you have just taken it the wrong way. Sorry for the misunderstanding. I only post midi music without lyrics. If thereâs singing, it would be me.